Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Oh! This time pls stay...



On the green grass & under clear skies
I wake up with teary eyes
I want to go back in your arms
I want to wake up to see your smile,
With every pasing second,
I die a little more inside…

I close my eyes & lie on my bed
With thoughts of darkness looming ahead;
Kiss me and make my demons go away
Say you also miss me & make me live yet another day;
We never took our vows, doesn’t mean we should bow
You said you love me & we’ll never be apart;
Still many more miles to go till death do us apart,

Make my every wish come true,
Make my every dream come true,
Come back for us and stay
Oh! This time pls stay...

Friends Forever

Across hundreds of faces I saw you smile,
Then I thought I'll always smile;
In the class ,on the swing;
Your support gave me wings


When I was on top you held my hand ;
When water was deep , you held my hand,
You leaned into me ,I gave you my support;
You asked for my life, I gave you without second thought,


Days flew & turned to years,
somehow they tore us apart,
You said I was never there for you,
You showed me all facets of the new you;
You said you always held my hand ,
Stupid silly me took all the blame;


Yes; you held my hand when I wanted to fly,
Yes ; you held my hand when I wanted to swim away,
Yes you held my hand & ripped my heart...
and..
Across hundreds of faces I saw you smile;
Then I knew I'll never smile again....

Monday, August 23, 2010

It takes two to tango


Whenever we leave our friends behind , do call , keep in touch, don't forget me! are the usual parting lines. some confident people say " If hearts are near, distance doesn't matter" and in 10 out of 100 cases we keep in touch for like 2-3 months max, after some missed calls n busy weekends , shit for work life, ever thing fades...We meet new people make new friends and somehow our old friends take a back seat... Some how you are not the one they come to share the daily happenings of their life, Somehow you "wont b able to do anything" Somehow you are not the shoulder to cry on, or the first to get a hug!

I don't know how many of you faced this that you came to know about some of your dear friends from social networking sites,, all of the sudden you realize distance does matter! some how you are not as updated as u were.. when in past your lives were intertwined, now you are not even on the same chapter!!!

In my parallel universe, m still happy, m content and people i wanna b with are with me. They all are smiling, happy and satisfied. We still have our many arguments, we disagree, and sometimes we fight, but at the end of day m with d ones i want to be with al my life.........

I know am very lazy, i don't call my friends often, i really need to take some PR lessons from some of my friends , but in my defense it takes two to tango!

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

I am Imperfect...

I get angry ,I get upset

Some times I want to regret

I m possessive, I m jealous

It makes me miserable

All this hurting is just unbearable

I shout , I freak out

I wish things were different,

I wish I was equally indifferent

I accept but I still expect

From you I want ,what I gave you

If I hurt you, hurt me back

If I loved you, plz love me back .

I know I never was the gurl you dreamed about

I never was the one you talked about

I tried, but couldn’t succeed.

Unlike poems we never rhyemed,

Perfect I am not ,

But m not sorry for tht…